The Madman's Beloved
I am the Madman's Beloved,
He keeps a keen eye on me at all times
Wishing that his world would become mine
He's not sexy yet he's somewhat handsome
A deep intellectual especially adept at verbal venom
Sometimes, I just try to ignore him
He somehow keeps watch over me
Years ago I thought that he was over me
But he only pretended to be
I don't even know why I'm his beloved
There's no trust or anything more than brotherly love
You know, the one that's extended to every human being
For simply being a human being
Yet he's fixated on the subject of me
And no, this isn't a moment of conceit or vanity
I'm just exposing, to the world, the depths of my calamity
In hopes it'll prevent tragedy
Sometimes I feel him stalking me
Yes, it feels like somebody's watching me
And my heart tells me that it's he
He promises to disappear
Only to reappear in a few days or weeks
And sometimes, I get weak
Disillusioned by his faux charm
Seduced with words so sweet
I start to think; maybe I should give him a chance
Maybe he's not a madman, maybe I just misunderstand
But that thought for long, doesn't last
So quickly he reverts back
He tries using intimidation as a means of persuasion
But, it's hard to intimidate someone that's not listening to what you're saying
He intentionally tries to break me down, I feel like I'm cursed
His evil, vicious words have ceased to hurt
I don't even take to his mind games the same
He's a Madman, that'll never change
Somebody told me to watch myself
Before I find life itself ebbing away at his hands
How could that ever be so? He's just one man
Who has become so intellectual, he borders on sheer insanity
And somehow I've managed to be his beloved
Because he acts like he only has eyes for me…
I am the Madman's beloved
Hear my plea…….